Monday, March 9, 2009
(: 10:17 PM_____
(: Thanks dear! You made me feel so
loved! :D
I really miss you, (x infinity).
Hurry come back soon! So we can go
Ikea eat hot dog bun, okay? ((:
Mm, maybe i've recovered.
But maybe, subconsciously,
i haven't.
It still matters
alot, when people mentioned to me about resuts. It's still the
insercurity i feel in me, when i know i don't have what it takes to
fully secure a position in the local university, &it still makes me
sad somehow when i think about my results.
I mean,
sure. I know jolly well that brooding over it, &being upset certainly wouldn't help me change my results for the better. Plus, i know from the efforts that i've given in during As, i know i shouldn't expect
too much.
Aiyah, sometimes. It really isn't the grades that hurting. It's more of having to bear the responsibility of bringing
disappointment to my family, my teachers &myself.
I did it once during O levels. &i did it all over again now with my A level resuts.
Really, a part of me want to be proud of what i scored. Cos afterall, i earned it with my own efforts &all.
But a bigger part of me felt
ashamed. :\ Ahhh.
Contradictions, yknow. ):
Anyways, it's great to hear that the temperature is raising over there in china! :D
Hahah, so i guess, no more snow? ):
Hey, put up more photos! :D
Found any cheap CD shops? Go attack them, okay? Hahah.
I'm glad you've taken the first step, in
growing up.
Leaving singapore for a foreign country isn't a big deal.
But leaving singapore for a foreign country for
5 months is a really
big deal.
好可惜，在你这一次的人生journey上，我不能在你身旁支持着你，鼓励着你，和安慰着你。只能在新加坡默默祝福着你，希望你在中国一切顺心，一切平安。
但是，我希望你能知道，although 我不在你身旁，谢汶芳永远，永远都会记得你。
因为她每天都有想你哦！ (:
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