Friday, June 26, 2009
(: 10:52 AM_____
Bffl! :D Hurry come backkkkk!
I was pretty happy happy happy over the past few days. but then suddenly, something happened,. and now i feel so
ugh. D:
How come some people thinks only for themselves? The whole world doesn't contain them only right! Then why they so selfish? ): They demand everything, yet when ask for something, they dwant to give up anything! Wrahhh! ):
Bite them arh!
):
I miss you! I wna tell you everything!
I written some stuff into the book already, but im afraid you cant read my handwriting. (hee!) So hurry come back! I can tell you, and show you how worked up i am, with my facial expressions + actions! ): ):
Im hungry now! I wna have DTF with youuu!
Misses misses! <3
make our love last forever ♥
Sunday, June 7, 2009
(: 11:08 AM_____
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!
I've sent a msg to your china no, but i doubt you can receive it. D:
BOOHOO. D:
Thank you for being my pillar of strength and support for the last few 7 years, and of cos, it's still counting! (:
Thank you, for always being there for me, even though i may be a pain in the ass sometimes! (:
Thank you, for never ever giving up on me, for being so ever true and patient to me! (:
Thank you, for being the one who held our her hands to me, when the rest of the world seems to be turning their backs to me! (:
Thank you, for being the only one who's willing to guide me through the darkness andfind the light together, when the rest of the world rushes out to find the light themselves! (:
Thank you, for being willing to take off your mask and show me the true you, when the rest of the world try to hide themselves silly, beneath that thousands of ugly masks! (:
Thank you, for always trying to plant a smile on my face no matter how bad the stuff around us are! (:
Thank you, for always being there to lend an assuring handgrip, when the whole world seems to be doubting me! (:
And thank you, for simply being szemian. (:
Happy birthday! <3>
May all your wishes come true! ((: Can't wait for you to be backkkkk!
Labels: singapore to china
make our love last forever ♥
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
(: 4:52 PM_____
Hello bffl! (:
Realised I've been neglecting this blog since you told me you can't access blogs in China. Even though you mentioned you're able to crack open the curse and access blogger again, i still haven't been updating here. SO SORRY!
It doesn't mean my love for you reduced over the days/months or smth okay? Quit those wild guesses. (: I'm just a little bored in blogging. Heehee, you can see that I haven't been blogging much in my 2 other blogs! (:
Man, i really miss you!
It's June of 2009 already. Almost half of this year has been gone already. ): And most of this time, you weren't here in singapore, neither were i in china with you. Wrahh.
Mm, days recently have been a little harder to survive, yet alot easier to survive.
Harder to survive, with you in China, and i can't meet up with you! ):
Harder to survive, because of the many problems and troubles i faced, and i had to face them alone. ):
Harder to survive, because i'm already nineteen, and i could literally feel the weight of all my responsibilities and the weight of the world on my shoulders. ):
Harder to survive, because i realised that i'm not only living for myself, but also for those who loce and care for me. There mgith be people who detest me, and hates me. But i can't deny the presence of dear ones, who enver gave up on me, no matter how lowly i've sank, and how bad i've turned into. These people includes my family, and of cos, darling you. (:
And of cos, harder to surive, because of the many weird and tough challenges not only life post me with, but i set for myself. Strange, but yes.
Many times, not just once, i just feel like throwing in the white towel, and giving up. but looking back, i saw all the hardwork that i've given in, and the support that people who loves me, and peopl whom i love, gave me. I decided it's time to be strong, and just move on in life. (:
Which apparently, i did. And surive til thus far. (:
But on the lighter note, there're still subjects which makes life now easier to pass.
Basically because, i've grown. (: Contradicts with the previous paragraphs, i know. But it's because of the fact that i've grown, that i realised the many responsibilities i have to shouldered, which makes me even more determined to survive through the shitz. Bringing disappointment to myself is hellish, i wouldn't dare imagine the same disappointment i have to bring my fmaily with. It's terrible.
No more playing with affairs of heart. Yeah, maybe previous few months, i've stumbled and tripped alot of times. But from this moment onwards, definitely no more. (: And i'm definitely proud to say that. I'm glad that before university life starts for me, i'm able to start afresh, in matters of heart. I'm just plain glad. Thanks for your love and concern, which really push me to the end of this tunnel til i see the light. All regrets, all lingers, nopes, i'm throwing them to the trash. (:
And realising that at the end of the day, i've such wonderful family by me. Never forsaking, never leaving my side. I'm truly grateful for them.
Awh, and of cos, sweets like you as well! (: it's amazing how we always stay this clsoe, through all the shit happening in each other's lives respectively. I'm really glad the one responsible had placed you in my life. (: maybe a handful of my friends aren't true. Or maybe the whole bunch of them aren't true. That idk, an di wish i dont have to know. One thing for sure, i know my bffl is true. Steadfast and true, always here for me. ((:
Recently, i'm back into redcross. Joined this camp/event in hq, which is going to keep me occupied all the saturdays until 20 june.
Other than this, no more new updates bout my life. ): Cos it's all boring. Work and home, work and home. Wrahhh.
Can i go china? (:
Wenfang misses you!
Labels: singapore to china
make our love last forever ♥
